So this is a safe place for me to write out all the pain that comes with divorce. I need to get it out, it's like a poison in my soul. I feel like I am being shredded from the inside and I just don't know where everything went so wrong.
I feel so wasted. My husband hates me. My home is no longer a safe place, instead there are memories at every glance. I alternate between wanting to cry and wanting to scream. I just don't understand. I spent almost 13 years trying to be everything. His every happiness was all I ever cared about inside and now, I'm empty. I feel lost, alone, ugly and hopeless.
How did we get here? How did we get to the point that he wishes I would die?
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